grumblings

OH GOSH
I am done with all the exams for this fall semester 2006!

What a ReLief..............

oh,wait a minute.......my internet connection is being suspended, they suspect that my laptop is virus infected.....................

OH MY......................

I NEED THE CONNECTION SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!

IT IS AFTER EXAMS!!

ps:
Tomorrow have to get up early and bring my laptop over for them to fix it....

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My mood was like riding a roller coaster today....
I was so nervous in the morning(4am) because I would have to sit for the super hard exams at 7.30am but I still had a whole stack of notes to study, then I received sms from darling, beside wishes for my exams, he told me he lost he purse while working.....Then I sit for the exams and well, it was not easy, as predicted, but at least I get to finish them in times. At 10am I signed the Easy Final Deal for CS122 (Intro. to Programming), with thanks to the lecturer and my friend, Joon Wayn. After I signed the Deal then I just left the exam hall, yeah, that's it! My last exams in this semester!
I went back my dorm to cook myself a meal, I have been so hungry for the whole morning. After that I went to sleep for awhile, and reluctantly wake up, get dressed and rushed to the library at 2pm. I had promised my friend to check her data output for one of the final paper. I have turned it in days ago. Well, it is against the rule to discuss the final paper...but she was like so in trouble with her data, so I just promised her to check the data. Okie......2pm, forgoing my resting time, I went to the library, like 8-minutes walk. When I reached there she was no where to be seen. OK. She always late. So I should just wait for a while. Then my another China friend saw me and said a bunch of Malaysians had left the library a while ago. So I was puzzled. Aren't you are the one that asked for my help?
I went across the street and get into the Math building. Not seeing her as well. Then it is almost 3pm. The paper should be due at 3pm, so I guess even I see her now I won't be helping much. So I decided to go back, of course with dismay.
On the way back, I saw she and another girl, walking with food in the hands from dining hall. Of course I walked toward them, at least I need an explanation from them right? Okie, when I walked toward them, first thing they blurted out "Have you seen my paper?" Of course I answered UNfriendly "no, I didn't see anyone there." "Oh, izzit?? I have asked XX to wait u there and show u the paper!! We are too hungry so we came to buy food." "XX was gone I think." The last line I remembered was "Settle already then okay lar, I go back" speaking without looking at their faces. What do you expected me to do for now?? I am exhausted too, I have exams too. Just I done my paper days ahead of you all, now I just trying to help out a little bit, do I deserve to be treated like this??
I went back room and sleep. Till 6pm. I woke up and took a shower. I was going to have dinner with Cindy (my host mum)! The food was great, I finally get to meet Tina, the Grand Canyone Cafe Chinese and American food restaurant owner. She is a Chinese lady, a super nice one. Then Cindy drove me around the town to see the lightings for xmas. We had a yogurt ice-cream! I was so happy.
I get back home at 9.30pm. The connection wasn't fixed, I phoned to ITS, they told me the news about virus and suspension and blah blah...conclusion was: I have to bring my laptop over.
I decided to go online at my dorm's lab.
Oh I saw the girl online. We started out on some other things. Then I asked her
"Can I have someone explained what happened this afternoon?"
"Told you!"
"So you din ask them?"
"They went back home because of hunger."
"Okie, noe u guy so well."
EIH, I didn't have a "SORRY" to be heard at all. She didn't apologize or anything. She replied me with " Do you want to have a fight?"
"I just want an explanation! Think from my shoes, someone ffk u like that, u shuang anot?"
Guess what she replied?
"Get lost bitch."
I even rubbed my eyes to check whether I read correctly.
I am totally disappointed with her. Never had someone scolds me like this, at least in front of me. And she scolded me that, someone I was trying to help eventhough I don't really need to give a damn of her?
I just replied her with " I am disappointed with you."

And then I sit down in front of the computer posting on this.
So now what, how am I supposed to go SF with her!
I am really so regret to promise to help her. There are these 2 incidents before:
We used to have a lot programming projects. She didn't get to solve them. I didn't neither, but JW got me the solution and he requested that JUST me to use the solution. I have to respect his decision right? SO when the girl asked my answer to copy, I turned her down. She just said in front of everyone: Why you so selfish one? OKIE, I LET YOU HAVE IT.
Then now she was asking for the final paper. I wasn't really want to discuss with her, since it is a FInal...then, I will be going SF with her, I don't want to upset her or anything...maybe just checking the data for her...

But things get worse now.
Now, how to settle?